So recently I’ve started the second semester of my second high school year. And, these new classes are easy and I have some friends (slowly losing them and/or growing out of them…), but there’s something that’s draining me. I have one class where I’m learning a new instrument, and the teacher will say discouraging things sometimes. And I’m fully aware that it’s just creative criticism… but is it?
As well as that, I’m still recovering from a break up. Yeah yeah, I’m only 16 (adults just keep reminding me). But ya know, it’s hard. My heart still hurts sometimes.
So with school and relationships, it’s been really overwhelming. Thanks to my Lord Jesus, I’m not falling apart or drowning because of the break up anymore. The person was poison, and ultimately I’m glad they’re gone.
I’ve felt really discouraged lately, feeling my dreams crush. But I know it’s not the end, and God’s got a plan. I trust Him. I just don’t know what’s gonna happen, and I pray that I don’t have to go through another spiral of pain, and that maybe next time I won’t be knocked completely over. Or maybe next time I won’t get so attached.