I’m 19, married to my husband of 49 years old he expects me to fuck his friends almost every day. I have about 12 sexual partners everyday I have no choice.
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I’m 19 married to a 49 year old
Why do you say you have no choice?
Get some money together and run for your life! This is awful and I really feel for you.
I assume you have no family, otherwise why would a 19 yr old be married to a 49 yr old?! My parents would never allow for that to happen.
You have one life and it should be your life that is made priority. You should not be expected or forced to fulfill the needs of your husband and his friends. That is damn right outrageous and sickening. You were not born to be treated as a toy and made to feel like a prostitute.
What do you want to do with your life? Decide that and make it happen before it’s too late. You will lose all self respect and will never be able to move on if you stay where you are. Please have some self respect regardless of your past and start to concentrate on the future you can lead and aspire to.