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I am a 17 year old high school girl

I am a 17 year old high school girl, and I live a very happy life most of the time, but I just feel sad sometimes because I feel like an outcast, or a loner. Yeah I have friends but they sometimes don’t include me in things they do. And I don’t know why but sometime I just get emotional. I feel like people don’t care as much for me as they say they do. The three years that I have been in high school I’ve maybe just had 3 or maybe 4 friend that I talk to everyday. And I wish I had more friends. And also when I’m at school and I have a good time like something happens that makes the day better. But the thing that sucks is when I get home there is someone or something that makes me sad again. I just feel like crying and crying but I don’t because then my family will ask me questions when I don’t want to talk. I just feel alone sometimes. And I don’t know why I want more friends but I just do. I want to be part of a group. I just don’t know how to feel. I feel like I’m never gonna get somewhere in life and that I will be a lonely person that will end up living by herself. I am just in need of friends I guess I don’t really know. Anyways needed to get that out, thank you.

4 Comments


  1. One day you’ll realize that the more you fail to build a friendship with yourself, the more you’ll need friends around you to cover up for not being able to love your own company. You feel alone? You’re never alone. But you don’t let your own existence take you beyond the bullshit that is the material of this universe. You’ll grow up and realize that you are enough for you. If you don’t, you’ll just always be thirsty for “friends.”

  2. it sounds like you could be suffering from depression im nearly 17 and I’ve had it for over 7 years. i think you should tell your parents or a doctor if you don’t want to tell your parents, a doctor can refer you to a psychiatrist who will give you medications which will definitely help you.

  3. It’s been five years since you posted this. I hope by now you have more friends and went on to college after high school. There you met a guy and started fucking him. He would fondle your tits as you made out until you were naked and fucking until you both would cum together.

  4. don’t listen to any of the comments here. first comment is someone who got hurt by others and hadn’t overcome that trauma. only good point they made was to love and car for yourself. second comment is someone who’s still too young to understand the long-term negative effects that medication will give you. third comment is probably someone that came from the next story post. they just being a piece of shit.

    now for something that will actually help you. if your friends really do make you feel left out then start thinking to distance yourself from them. if you can completely ghost them then go ahead but if not then slowly stop doing the same activities as them. especially if they’re the “the world has gone to shit” type. just mute all the negative things they say and stay positive.

    if they’re not really bad people then just be honest with them. tell them how you really are. tell them that even if they include you, for some reason you can’t help but feel left out. really figure out your feelings and share that with them. actual friends are supposed to help lift up one another. not leave them on the ground.

    finding an honest and caring group of people is hard but they exist. there are groups that will have your six even when you do notice they’re there. and it’s not for attention or for recognition, but because they really do care about you. i know from experience. like i said, finding that kind of group in person is hard but a great way to start putting yourself out there is through online. either through social media or video games, you’ll eventually come across a nice group of people. nice people don’t mean good people so do be careful. but from personal experience, video games on the computer is the way to go when you’re looking for people to talk to.

    this is just things to start with, now there’s more to life than just relationships. there are goals, dreams, passions, hobbies, adventure, and self-improvement. these are areas of life everyone will continue to work on. your life is what you make it out to be. if you want to continue to look at it in a negative view then that’s what you’re going to see. but if you look at life positively and look towards a brighter future then that’s what your life is going to become. everything will take time. scars will take time to heal. don’t scratch them.

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