Hi my name is Shakira a judge I am 23 years old and I was diagnosed with lupus at the age of 9 people think the boys can b or othe or other ways but no on or otherwise but knowing they can’t this is hereditary meaning it meaning it runs in the family so I’ve been thglough a lot since the age of 9 I had to grow up so fast just to learn more about my disease and everyand everything wasand everything but since then I didand everything but since then Iand everything but since then I’ve been in and out of the house and everything but since then I’ve been in and out of the hospital hand I’ve had to I’ve had two strokes and it’s 2005 I lost my dear grandmother we we were like Thelma and Louise we were partners in crime whatever she would get sick I got sick and we always took care of each other the last days we were partners in crime whenever she would get sick I got sick and we always took care of each other the last days I never got to see her when she was in the hospital on her last day but the poorsee her when she was in the hospital on her last day but the see her when she was in the hospital on her last day but before she went to hospital there are a lot of things going on like she was losing her mind and everything there are two types of that my grandma had hyper no my sister has it as well I am the only one with lupus and now I am paralyzed from the waist down and I have to use a Hoyer lift to get out of bed and I have a time in if I’m in a power wheelchair and all I want is to have a semi and all I want is to have a semi-normal life I’m in a nursing home but I would like to get my own apartment and raise my own family I’m engaged to be married and I’m in the process of figuring out whether I can have kids or not but financially I am not setand raise my own family I’m engaged to be married and I’m in the process of figuring out whether I can have kids or not but financially I am not sick I and raise my own family I’m engaged to be married and I’m in the process of figuring out whether I can have kids or not but financially I am not sick I finished high school while I was in the nursing home butt I haven’t finished any college and it’s biting me in the butt I have a go fund meand it’s biting me in the butt I have a GoFundMe page and I’ve been and it’s biting me in the butt I have a GoFundMe page and I been trying to get people to donate it to it Go fund me.com / My Dreams or or you can type in my name is sh no it is Shano it is Shaker no it is Shaker aah Joan Jones Jones I’ve been through a lot but God says he only puts on you as much as you can bear I’m trying my hardest not to give up life is too short to give up I am holding strong but Ibut I’m trying to get people to go but I’m trying to get people to donate to my GoFundMe so I can raise the money to get my own apartment and everything else I want to be the CEO of my own company one day I have so many ideas and project I want to sell and share with the world but everybody wants money to help me I think there should be a I think there should be another way and grants and grants take forever to process I love my family and I want to make them proud I want to give my fiance and I want to make them proud I want to give my fiance kids and I want kids of my own so this is why I am going to all these trials I am going to all these tiles to Sea with lupus and now I am paralyzed from the waist down awith lupus and now I am paralyzed from the waist down and I have to use a queer listwith lupus and now I am paralyzed from the waist down and I have to use a queer list to get out of bed and I have a time ends a power wheelchair and all I want is have a semi normal life I been in nursing home but I will like to get my own apartment and raised my own family I’m engaged to be married and I’m in the process of figuring out whether I can have kids are not but financially I am NOT set Iis sperm injected into me but as long as I can have kids I’m as long as I can have kids I’m happy so if you would like to help me raise the money and find a cure for Lupus go and donate please to my go and donate please to my go fund me page and if you’re on Facebook friend me and I will respond by a gopher and I will respond by a GoFundMe is also on my Facebook page home page at the bottom of the home page just click and you can donate I appreciate any donation it’s calledit’s hard for me to be stuck in this nursing home I’ve been here for 4it’s hard for me to be stuck in this nursing home I’ve been here before going on it’s hard for me to be stuck in this nursing home I’ve been here for 4 going on 5 years and it feels like an eternity I haven’t seen my family that much and I miss my sisters and my brothers and my nieces and nephews I don’t want any I don’t want any pity party I want you to respect me as a young adult just I just I have lupus SLE is the type of Lupus I have I’m awesome IG if you want to find me up there if you want to find me up there my name is spicy they are 8 I don’t know why it won’t come up but I know I am a good person that deserves more than what she’s been going through I pray every night and I just want to be normal semi more than what she’s been going through I pray every night and I just want to be normal semi-normal I know I will never be completely normal with lupus but I haven’t had a long time and I want to keep it that way life is hard I’ve always had it to g