I feel anxious. I feel nervous. Almost insecure. I don’t want to feel this way I don’t want to be this way I just do. My heart is pounding I feel like I’m not good enough. I feel ugly I feel nasty. I just want to sleep to get rid of the feelings. I never use to self hate I’m not sure why I’ve been caring about what other people think lately I just want to be secure and how my face looks how my body looks my family and where I live. I can’t seem to. I feel like I have a knot in my stomach like I can’t wait until it’s over but I can’t wait for it to happen. I’ve been crying more anxiety is fucking killing me I don’t do anything ever and I have no desire. I’ve been trying hard to breathe deeply when I get anxiety but it doesn’t seem to help. I can’t sleep and when I do I have nightmares or I’m constantly am waking back up again. I live an amazing life but I feel likes its hell I feel like I’m always in pain have anxiety or want to sleep. I’m going to break down I don’t have anyone in my life because I have such low tolerance for people. I’m getting a job at 14 years old which is fine I just feel it will be difficult for me to handle my anxiety. I’m not lying when I say I’m antisocial. I’m not lying when I say I struggle with anxiety. I’m not lying when I say I have no motivation to do anything.
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