I really wish I am just crushed under a car right now.,or drowned, or shot. I hate my mom so much. I wish she never existed or I never existed. Please just save me from this feeling it is crushing me under its weight. I can’t think about anything else right now. My exams are in a week and I don’t know what to do. I wish I’m not the average girl, but the one everyone likes. I guess it is an impossibility that can never happen. I’m really scared of future.

Someone please help me.