It’s been a year that we’ve been together and I’ve constantly went back to him although he’s hurt me so much emotionally, and done things with my ex-friend who is now his “best friend”. I don’t want them close at all for I don’t trust them together because of the past. She is one sneaky girl and had the nerve to ask him why does he listen to me, that really ticked me off. He tells me he is in love with me and he is a really great guy and was raised in a godly home, although he tells me he wants kids with me and to be with me forever, his actions overtime we “breakup” and overtime he gets mad I just get really depressed and so hurt, I swear out of all of the relationships I’ve ever had he is the one who has had the greatest effect on me because I’ve never cried this much for someone, loved, cared, or worried so much for someone. I fell so hard that I can’t get up and I don’t know if I want to.