I once thought of murderers to be insane thinking “how can they do that?” I never thought that I would have the intention to kill somebody. Thinking of poisoning, choking, stabbing, etc.. and it was to kill some of my friends. I have a girl she is my everything buy my friend did something that pushed me to my limit they were my brothers and yet they betrayed me. My mind is something else it assumes things that people had done and is always right. I heard some stuff about ill-natured things and saw them concealing something then I noticed their action then the feeling that something is happening through their malicious minds. I just need to confirm the stuff that I assumed. I confirmed it with a little slip of the tongue.
I knew that loathsome thoughts were in his mind. That time I’m feeling uneasiness. Seeing them laugh at such foul acts that they did made me feel miserable. Betrayed by the people whom I treated as Brothers I became furious I wanted to Kill them. I was thinking of stabbing then getting the gun of my grandfather pushing them so that they will be hit by a vehicle poisoning them gouging their eyes my mind was full of heinous things. I never thought I would be thinking such atrocious things. Until now it’s still not resolved I WANT THEM DEAD….. but I cannot kill.