In March I lost my aunt to pancreatic cancer and the day before she died people had been making fun of cancer. I was so angry with the people who made fun of it I messaged my friend Charlie, who was there with them, and told him she had died. I told him I thought it was their fault and that I hated his friends. He understood but said I couldn’t blame her death on them it’s not like they killed her. I miss her so much.