I am constantly proving to myself that I am a useless person. I am always making embarrassing mistakes that I shouldn’t be. I’m sick of being judged… I am nowhere near where I want to be. I am tremendously down inside. I feel I don’t belong anywhere and I just want to rewind time and start it all again… or have some sort of memory loss and forget my whole life… The more mistakes I make the tougher my life gets.