It’s so close to two years and we have given up. I can’t stop crying and my heart aches with so much pain. I have never have felt this way about someone before I’m just so used to being used or taken advantage of by others and when I finally find that one person who was going to love me for me it all goes down the drain. I trusted this person, I gave up basically my whole life for this person and I don’t think they understand what I go through it kills me inside, wishing and hoping this all goes away soon. I’m not a strong person I try to be when I can but when it’s all said and done I’m always sad and full of doubt. I wish that the pain will go away.