I think love just gives you pain. I do believe in love but I am scared of it. It is just bullshit. I mean nobody will be there for you when you actually need them, it will be just you. When I say love I mean the love you have for anyone, even for your own parents. And that is why I cut myself, when I am alone so that I couldn’t feel the mental pain given by the people you love.
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