I don’t know what to write here, I know that I’m depressed. I have researched about everything about it I don’t need a doctor to say that to me, I just don’t know what to do with my life again. The depression is getting worst every time it occurs on me. I thought I was doing okay last week, I thought my life will be cheerful and happy again, I thought I can be the normal self again. But in depression, when you think you are doing good with your life, then it will hit the fuck out off you. I want to be happy again, I don’t want to be sad, I want my energy and motivation back, I don’t want my life to be like this anymore. I want to be happy and cheerful again. I want to wake up each morning with excitement not making excuses in my head to be lazy the whole day. I don’t know what triggered my depression but I want this to end, I want medication. Can someone please tell me what pills should I take for depression, I don’t want to be like this anymore. I WANT TO GAIN MY LIFE BACK, I WANT TO BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!
Just…please don’t mention the word “pills”, I’m going through the same experience here, I still can’t find the curing answers of “this” but, what I’m sure about is that…”pills” and that stuff, is certainly not the solution what so ever, it only makes things worse, even maybe not instantly but, with time. Psycological problems need psycological solutions, this is a “self” thing, and only your”self” can fix it, fight, just fight until the end. Train your subconscious to be positive until it forgets that depression exists.
Anyways, sorry this all I could provide, good luck with your challenge