I don’t know what to write here, I know that I’m depressed. I have researched about everything about it I don’t need a doctor to say that to me, I just don’t know what to do with my life again. The depression is getting worst every time it occurs on me. I thought I was doing okay last week, I thought my life will be cheerful and happy again, I thought I can be the normal self again. But in depression, when you think you are doing good with your life, then it will hit the fuck out off you. I want to be happy again, I don’t want to be sad, I want my energy and motivation back, I don’t want my life to be like this anymore. I want to be happy and cheerful again. I want to wake up each morning with excitement not making excuses in my head to be lazy the whole day. I don’t know what triggered my depression but I want this to end, I want medication. Can someone please tell me what pills should I take for depression, I don’t want to be like this anymore. I WANT TO GAIN MY LIFE BACK, I WANT TO BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!
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