I’m suffering from depression for some reason. I like to worry about ridiculous pointless things that don’t even make sense. I haven’t got a job yet I’m doing a course to get one. I am a special need student. My parents, I don’t know what to say about them. My dad is really strict, he yells at me and hits me. My mum can be like that sometimes too but she also spoils me sometimes. I play a lot of instruments but don’t really practice much but don’t get me wrong I really want to work hard but just find it hard because I get bored and there are other things I want to do. When I was in college I used to have teachers that were overly protective and strict sometimes. I want to hire people to beat them up but know it’s wrong but I really want to forgive them and pay them back for teaching me I actually want to be thankful I really hope I can get out of this and be a better person one day.