I am Caroline, I live in panama, though I was born in the United States. I am esquisofrenic effective (schizophrenic) and it is hard for me to get along with others, because I am misunderstood. I am friendly. I try. I want to be a scientist or a geek but my sickness makes it harder and people around me, I feel hated by everyone. It’s just part of my mind. I am always told to be very smart. I try to understand why they think I am smart.