lately it seems like I feel trapped. He makes me so happy but so ungodly miserable at the same time and it’s such an oxymoron. I can see his smile and it turns my day around in literally 2 seconds. But at the same time, I feel trapped. I feel like I can’t see my friends or family half as much as I would like to. He makes me laugh and feel super loved when he pays attention to me. But honestly, it’s hard to get his attention and keep his attention. We recently got a pet and the second he gets home from work, he’s all about the cat. Or he wants to stare at Facebook. Or play his instruments and sports with his friends. Some days the good outweighs the bad and some days it’s the complete opposite. I know that I really am in love with him. I just have to remember that he’s busy with school & work and eventually we will be able to be together like we want to