My name is Richard, obviously not my real name, and I lost my virginity to my first cousin cousin Alicia, obviously not her real name either. This is how it started.
It all started when I was fifteen and she was seventeen. Alicia and my other cousin Kara, not he – you get it, who was ten at the time stayed with me and my parents at our vacation house for the summer. I had always thought Alicia was beautiful, and boy was she a looker, and we had always gotten along very well.
So one day we were spending the day swimming by the pier, with little Kara standing on the pier watching because she hadn’t learned how to swim yet. Me and Alicia splashed water at each other seeing who could splash the most. Just kids being kids, you know. I was splashing so much I didn’t even notice something had happened to her, like the idiot I was, and the only thing that alerted me to it was Kara’s shriek. I turned my head and saw Alicia was nowhere to be found. Luckily we had been close to each other so I roughly knew where to dive down, and dove down I did. I found her and grabbed her. In the process of saving her life I accidentally squeezed one of her breasts and it was like I was struck by lightning. It was the softest thing I had ever touched besides her skin. It was both a pleasant and peculiar feeling. I got her back to the pier and she explained she had gotten cramps. She made no mention of me squeezing her breast and I didn’t either since I figured she was too panicked to notice. Little did I know what would happen later that night.
It was late and everyone had gone to bed. I had my own room at the vacation house, and my cousins used the guest room. At around 1 AM I was woken up by knocking on my door. I got out of bed and went to my door wearing only my briefs. I opened and it was none other than Alicia. She was wearing her purple pajamas and her auburn hair, which was usually tied into a ponytail, was down and flowing. She was beautiful. It felt like I was struck by lightning again. She asked if she could come in and I responded with a meek yes. She silently walked over to my bed and sat down and motioned for me to sit down next to her, so I did.
After about a minute of awkward silence she turned to me and very bluntly said “You grabbed my breast when you saved me earlier today”. She said it so bluntly it felt like she was accusing me. Panicking, I started rambling and apologizing and making excuses. After a few moments with a blank stare, she burst out laughing. I felt like an idiot. She was making fun of me. I knew and could feel from the heat in my face that my face was as red as a tomato. I was a little angry too because it felt like she was mocking me.
After a few seconds of laughing she leaned over, placed her hand on my cheek and turned my face to hers and said with the cutest smile I had ever seen “Sorry! I didn’t mean to make you feel bad! You know, it doesn’t have to end there. If you want, we can try a few things out”. I didn’t even know what to say so I just nodded with my jaw dropped. She giggled, and leaned in towards my face whilst closing her eyes. At this point it felt my heart was going to burst, and my nether regions were tingling. Her lips touched mine, and she took my first kiss.
We did this for a few minutes until I felt her prying my lips open with her tongue and slithered it into my mouth. Not only had she just taken my first kiss, but now she had also taken my first real kiss. I quickly felt the bulge in my briefs growing larger and larger as she kept violating my tongue and my mouth. When she eventually stopped I, lost in the ecstasy of making out, kept swirling my tongue around in thin air. Her laugh brought me back to reality. This time because she simply thought I looked funny, but also with a hint of happiness that I enjoyed it so much that I didn’t even realize we had separated. She looked me deeply into the eyes and asked me with a sultry voice if I wanted to try touching her body. Again, I simply nodded. If I looked stupid then I have no idea exactly how stupid I looked and I honestly didn’t care. My beautiful cousin who I had fantasized about so many times was sitting beside me on the edge of my bed slowly unbuttoning her pajamas and taking it off to reveal her slender, silky soft naked body. She was well-endowed for a girl that was 5’3″ and seventeen years old, and her body was just as great. I was 5’7″ myself. I wouldn’t have cared even if my parents had walked in on us at that point as I couldn’t stop looking at her.
After she stood up and let her pajamas slid off her body, she climbed into my bed and crawled up to my pillows and laid down on her back. After she had made herself comfortable, she told me to take off my clothes with her sultry voice. I gulped, and obeyed. I pulled my briefs down and my penis shot up in full salute mode as if it was saying “About bloody time! It was suffocating in there”. My penis was by no means extraordinary, 6 inches at the time, but Alicia was more than impressed and said “Impressive for a fifteen year old” with a sly smile. She motioned me to come over with her fingers, and again I obeyed. We made out a little more, and she advised me to touch her body while we made out. So I did. Her body was just as silky smooth as I had imagined, and my fingers were tingling as I was caressing her body and completely symmetrical B cup breasts. She caressed me just as much as I caressed her.
I completely lost track of time. It was as if I was cut off from the rest of the world and time itself. It was just me and her, and that was all I cared about. I have no idea for how long we did this, but she eventually asked me to lick her vagina. I said with “Okay” with a shaky voice and I started making my way down while slowly and passionately kissing her all the way from her neck down to her thighs. As I reached my goal she spread her legs and there it was. Her vagina. It didn’t look how I had imagined it from what I had seen in porn mags, but from what little I could muster up in my mind I simply thought it was beautiful. As my face drew closer I could start smelling it. It was a weird yet welcoming smell. It was shiny from all the vaginal fluids and it was soaking wet. I looked up at Alicia and could see the longing in her eyes, and I was overcome with the desire to pleasure her. So I stretched out my tongue and started licking and making motions with my tongue I didn’t even know I could do. I just did what my instincts were telling me to. Despite being wholly inexperienced I was clearly doing something right because she started moaning intensely as soon I started. I couldn’t help but think she was cute because she tried to muffle her moaning by grasping the sheets, my pillows and biting her lip so as not to wake up my parents or alert Kara. The taste was a bit funny, but I didn’t mind it. All I knew was that I wanted to continue pleasuring her.
It didn’t take long for her to orgasm, and when she did she grasped my head in ecstasy. After her orgasm was over she simply laid there with a smile on her face breathing heavily. I asked her if she was alright, and she simply replied “You have no idea. Now, I’ll return the favor”. She hastily grabbed me and threw me down on my back, gently kissed me on the lips once and made her way down to my crotch. She wasted no time grabbing my penis and started caressing it with her fingers and hands and gently gave me my first handjob. It felt completely different from when I did it myself. Seeing the pleasure I was in, she smiled wryly and said “Oh it doesn’t end with just this”. She wasted no time wrapping her mouth around the entirety of my glans and sucking on it like a lollipop. It felt so good I accidentally cried out and threw my head back, hitting my head on the bed frame causing a loud bump noise. She quickly reprimanded me. “Shhh! If it feels that good bite your hand or something! We don’t want to wake up your parents, do we?”. I replied “Well sorry! I wasn’t expecting you to do that and it just felt too damn good! Still, you really know what you’re doing. Do you have experience doing this?”. She said “Why thank you! And yeah, I do. I had a boyfriend for about 9 months or so last year but we’re not together anymore. But enough about that! Just enjoy this!”. And with that, she wrapped her mouth around my glans again, and this time started moving her head back and forth as well. The pleasure was beyond anything I could ever have imagined and despite desperately trying to I had a very hard time containing my moans. I could feel her working wonders with her tongue along my shaft, my glans, and all around. After about 30 seconds, barely, I ejaculated without warning because I just couldn’t control myself or hold back. It just burst out. I could see her shaking in response and hear her make muffled noises, but I couldn’t stop it. It just kept coming. After I was done she grabbed a napkin and quickly spat out what didn’t go down and looked at me with a very irritated look and said “I know this was your first oral experience and all, but next time warn me before you do that! I may have had a boyfriend for 9 months but that doesn’t mean I like the taste of it!”. Feeling bad, I apologized. She quickly forgave me and said “So long as you understand!”.

Following this, we laid down beside each other, held hands and just cuddled and talked for a while until she decided to go back to the guest room to make sure Kara was okay. I was disappointed as I wanted to take it to the next level after a little rest, but I was honestly a bit worried about Kara too, her being afraid of the dark and all, and said goodnight. She said goodnight with a big smile on her face and shut the door. I simply laid down staring at my roof reflecting on the first sexual experience of my life before falling asleep. It was amazing, to say the least.

The morning after Alicia acted as if nothing had happened. As did I. We spent the day in the forest with Kara. Kara really had the ability to take you on an adventure with her imagination.

That evening I was lying on my bed just waiting for her to come to my room for around two hours, but she didn’t show. I simply figured it was a one time thing, which kind of stung and made me feel a bit sad. I turned off my lamp to go to sleep, and suddenly there was a weak knock on my door. I flew out of bed and almost dove to the door and opened it, and once again there was Alicia, this time with her ponytail still up. Without a word, she walked in, closed the door and basically jumped into my arms and almost shoved her tongue down my throat. After a very long, passionate kiss that literally left me breathless she said, very matter of factly, “I want you to fuck me”. Just the words I wanted to her, I wasted no time and lifted her up and carried her to the bed. I laid her down, threw my clothes off and took her pajamas off. We cuddled and engaged in foreplay, and when we were both ready she, like the night before, pushed me down on my back and straddled me. She grabbed hold of my penis and with a passionate look in her eyes she, while breathing heavily, said “You just lie there, moan and leave the rest up to me. If you thought last night felt good, then you’ll probably break from this”. And with that, she positioned her hips and then directed my penis to her vagina. She slowly and gently moved the tip of my glans back and forth on her vagina, which was enough to make me moan, and once my penis was in position she moved her hips down slowly until my penis was all the way in. She gently squeezed it and I lost myself. She was right. I was going to break from the pleasure. It was nothing like how it was when she gave me the blowjob. She smiled a little sadistically and said with an almost sarcastic tone “I haven’t even started moving yet, you know.” and without further ado, she started thrusting her hips up and down. She started off slow to really make me feel it, but she picked up the speed very quickly. It was beyond my imagination. It felt like my mind was going blank. She seemed to enjoy my submissiveness. Not wanting to lose myself to the pleasure, I sat up and started caressing her breasts and sucking her nipples. I expected resistance due to how sadistic she had acted since she very much seemed to enjoy watching me squirm while losing myself in the pleasure, but instead she wrapped her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist and started moaning loudly and moved her hips with a ferocity that is hard to describe. I grabbed her waist and helped her move up and down on my penis as I didn’t want her to exhaust herself, while thrusting my hips up as well. We kissed and then simply stared into each other’s eyes passionately while the sound of our flesh slamming and our moans echoed throughout the room. It didn’t take long before I reached my limit, and just like my first oral experience it came without warning. I shot my entire load inside her. My mind was going blank before, but at this point my mind actually went blank and I could see all kinds of colors due to the pleasure.
Once I had been wringed dry, or so it felt like, and I regained my sanity I realized what I had done, and sure enough she had a disapproving look on her face. “We talked about this.” she said and all I could do was utter “Sorry” in an ashamed tone. I was worried until she said “Oh well, it’s a safe day so it’s fine and you can let it out inside as much as you want. But you better be careful in the future and at least ask first! It’s common courtesy”. Confused by her statement I asked “Future?”. Realizing what she just said she, embarrassed, flew off me and sat in front of me silent with her face down and then uttered “Well, only if you want to that is”. I, like her the night before, placed my hand on her cheek and turned her face to mine and said “I do” and kissed her. We then proceeded to make love 3 more times that night and I was allowed to experiment in various positions. Spooning, doggy, reverse cowgirl, lifting. You name it. It was the best night of my life.

This went on for the rest of the summer. Thankfully, this happened early on into the summer break so we had a good one month and two weeks or so of 2 – 4 sessions a night. Each one being more passionate than the one before. We spent the rest of our time together too along with Kara, and we occasionally made love during the days whenever we were alone and the opportunity presented itself. By the end of the summer, we were head over heels in love and told my parents. They weren’t entirely approving of it and neither was my uncle and his wife, but it’s not illegal for first cousins to have sex or get married in my country so they simply accepted it as you don’t get to choose who you love or who you’re attracted to.

And that’s the story of how I lost my virginity to my first cousin, and how we fell in love. Today we are twenty seven and twenty nine respectively, married with 2 beautiful children and very happy. And still as sexually active as in my story, if not even moreso.

The biggest reason I wanted to share my experience though was in hopes that if there is anyone out there who is attracted to a first cousin, or if you are already engaged in sexual relations with one and have feelings of love for one another, in a country/state where it is allowed to have sex with them and get married; don’t be ashamed! Act on your feelings. If you don’t you may be too late someday. That and like I said, you don’t get to choose who you love or who you’re attracted to.