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I can’t be excited for Christmas

I want to be so excited for Christmas this year. But I can’t. I’m struggling with infertility and I had my very first IVF cycle cancelled because I did not respond to the stimulations. I’m so upset and angry. I’ve been trying for so many years to have a baby. Last Christmas I wished and prayed for a baby. Another year has gone by and I’m still without child. I want to give up and I’ve lost all hope. I don’t feel happy about Christmas but I want to. All I feel is massive sadness all the time. I’m not going to wish for a baby this Christmas because I don’t know if it will happen for me. It just makes me sad.

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