Damn it love. Why do I have to feel this way especially for someone I can’t love.
I never thought I would love her but fuck I did. She is the only one I can think of but I can’t love her. Ever since I started feeling this way, it’s been ruining my brain. She doesn’t and will never love me. I told her that I liked her but when I did the only word she can blurt out was “Sorry” or in other words “Sorry but I don’t like you” I told her it was fine but it wasn’t. The thing is…slowly I think I’m falling in love with her. I’m trying to get over her…everyone is telling me to but I can’t. I’ll always love her. She can reject me a billion more times but I’ll still love her, care for her and protect her. She doesn’t have to love me back. I wish I can hear her say the same words “I love you too” or even “I like you too” but no. I’ll always be in the friend zone but I’m fine there if she’s happy.