Fairly recently, my sister had to put down one of her cats and it is still hard to come to terms with. The cat was very friendly and a bit of a troublemaker but we loved him. He was only 1.5 years old. Since then, I have had trouble getting any sleep. Before I can go to sleep, my mind flashes back to the fact that he is no longer here, preventing me from getting a good sleep. I miss him deeply, even though he was not mine. I want to move forward but it is just so hard to forget about him and what fun it was to have him running around with his friend.
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