I’m not sure on how long could I last. It’s been 2 years already and I’m still thinking about you. I don’t know why. I just can’t seem to let you go properly. I missed talking to you. I missed joking around with you. I missed everything about you. Why must you go?
I know that it is wrong to think of following you. I know it would just cause sadness to other people. But sometimes, the pain is too much for me to continue. There are a lot of things that remind me of you. Smiling, reminds me of our joking around. Being serious, reminds me of our conversations. Crying, reminds me when you talked about your mum. Breathing, reminds me when we first kissed.
I know I should move on. There are a lot of things that I wish I could say to you. But I still long for you. I do miss you a lot. I wish that you are doing well over there. I wish you happiness. There are still a lot of questions that I wish you can answer. Yet, how? Why must you die? Why did you leave me alone?