Every day I try to convince myself that I am okay. I don’t know if it’s trust issues or social anxiety or something else I am not aware of but I can never seem to be honest with someone. I am scared to let myself in. I am always being sarcastic or taking everything as a joke so the other person never really knows what I really want. I always run away from situations and when someone says let’s hang out the answer is usually no. I can’t continue living like this.