My Life, I was born in a middle-class family. I belong from a narrow minded society. My parents both were job workers. I was very little when I was sexually harassed by some family members when I was little and unaware of all this. So I did not discuss all this with anyone. I did not know that all this is wrong… but with time I understood what is happening with me… But I still did not discuss with anyone because I was shy and scared that what, and how am I supposed to tell my parents about all this… After some time due to our family issues, we left that place and shifted to another area… But due to my childhood problems I felt that I need a protector in my life who will secure me from all this shit from very small age. I started waiting for my prince… I was stupid, foolish, and immature. I started friendships with boys so that I can find my Prince. They also just used me. Just phone calls. Played with my feelings and then they also left. And then there was a boy he said he loves me and I trusted him for the first time a send my picture to someone and I met him. He insisted me to sit with him and have physically relation with him. But I refused so he broke up with me. I was very hurt but I was not in love with him at least now I am confirming… After he broke up, there was a guy on Facebook and we started to chat… and I asked him to be my boyfriend. I was that desperate in fact I am still desperate about all this love and marriage thing. Any way I was that desperate that without knowing anything I again trusted this guy… and send my pictures to him. I met with him. and now it’s been 5 years that I am still with him I love him madly desperately deeply I even cannot imagine that I will spend my life without him. But he is changed now. He is still in relationships with other girls. He says that he loves me… but if you are in love with someone how are you supposed to hurt them. No you cannot… He hurts me, he abuses me. Sometimes I feel that he is just using me like all the other guys did. But then suddenly he become possessive about me… I do not understand him some times. He totally ignores me but suddenly he says he loves me… I do not know what is going on. I am hurt broken. I need help… whoever is reading all this help me. I cannot share all this with my friends and family. HELP ME!!!
You should move on & find someone else for you. This guy isnt suitable for you & he will break your trust again and again and make you hurt.
World is full of men try to find someone good 🙂 whats your age and this guy’s age
John Blake
Sorry for you
Dont give up go & find someone else for you. This guy isnt suitable for you.
My Question is also that whats your age and guy’s age ?
Hi stranger. I am sorry for what happened in your childhood; I wish you could be able to talk to someone about that and get some help. Now I am an outsider looking at your life and I do not really know how I would feel and behave if I was you. I will never know it until it happens to me. But if you ask my opinion, I would say that be strong enough not to need anyone’s protection, because after all everyone in our life has high possibility to leave; people are in our life only if it is in their own interest, not because they truly love us or whatever. So if this guy truly loves you, he would not feel the need to flirt with other girls around; if he does, then only thing you need to do is to be brave and break up. People are so selfish and cruel, so you should be able to cope with that reality. Just do your best, find you dream job that you are passionate about, work, get your financial and moral independence, and never let anyone to abuse you and your innocent feelings again. I hope you will one day find out the right person, but till that time stay strong.
Unless u are okay with being polygamous the guy isn’t worth it. He might be mentally ill and have his own reasons for not being able to keep his hormones in check.
You don’t have to be in a physical relationship with him to feel conected. A friendship does it too, but you have to be strict about it in order to work.
Well life’s a bitch. Wish you all the best!