I’m fat. I know. Doesn’t matter to me you know!
I mean it did at a time but now it just doesn’t bother. I was depressed about all this at a time, then my best friend came into my life. I thought he would not judge me for anything I did, but I was wrong. He judged me behind my back, in front of me, with people… Then one day he totally stopped talking to me!! Those days were amazing until my best friend was influenced by his other friends. It was just like he used me just to talk to someone during breaks, we stayed in a boarding school. He still talks to me during breaks… But once we are back at school it’s just like two strangers on a road!!!!! WE HARDLY EVEN LOOK AT EACH OTHER. Not that we don’t care about each other… We do. We just don’t show it in front of people.