Everybody calls me the quiet girl. They always ask me why I don’t speak? Why I’m so quiet? I’m walking into class I can hear people saying I have never heard her speak. People are always asking if I’m alright because I’m so sad all the time. I think I’m a fat, stupid, ugly or a waste of space. I think of suicide most nights. I feel when I’m out in public everybody’s watching my every move waiting for me to fail. I have some friends but I feel like they’re secretly judging me. If I suicide nobody will care. I have this secret feeling that I wish my family are dead because they care so much, but I don’t care because I don’t deserve love. I feel so overstimulated in normal situation. I’m so sorry for my grammar but autocorrect is messing it up
Ps I’m just a moody stubborn teenager or 12y old.
I feel so bad for you! You are amazing 🙂
I have been there. I know how it feels like and I know it feels terribly bad right now but please don’t think of suicide as an option. If you ever think of talking to someone who might help you, comment below. I will be more than happy to help you out and make you feel happy because I have been on this road before on which you are right now. Thank You. Peace out.