The point in my life that changed everything in the future me, starts with a shocking event. It was summer, and I was ten years old when I got raped. It wasn’t a rape, rape. It was in the street and people were looking but nobody helped me. It wasn’t really long maybe ten minutes I was so shy I couldn’t even scream. When it was over I came back home, went to my mom and said what happened to me, I was drown in tears, my mom hugged me all night and they searched to whole neighbourhood but they couldn’t find him. It was forgotten, I thought that I have forgotten it until now. I am twenty-two years old right now, never felt for any one. Hate all the stupid romantic stuff, and a kind of person who will never fall for anyone but this is not easy as it seems. People, Society, my parents and family everyone expect me to have a family of my own but I can’t do this. I am not made for such a life. I’m super scared of all the kind of living with a man and don’t know what to do. I am okay with me living my life alone for the rest of my life but it’s not what people want from me, because in my country if you are an alone girl it means that nobody wants you and probably you have some kind of health or manner issues. It is a failure for my family because everyone will blame my mom and dad but I know that this is not their fault. I have no idea that if that thing didn’t happen when I was a kid would it make a difference in my present statue of relationship or not but my mind always links these two things together.