My will to continue studying died recently.
I do not feel guilty turning up to my tutorials unprepared. I knew that I never wanted to study this law degree but I did it because of my parents. I did it for them but after 3 years it’s totally killed my will to get up to study. Basically, I am just living. I hate myself, truly, and I am putting a smile on my face so that everyone will not worry about me. I basically lost it. I can never get out of bed in the day. I just can’t. I am almost giving up. I can never get a 2:1 anymore. I do not even want to go to do this barristers course.