I feel as if no one will ever like me. Like guys. I always think they will like my best friend more, because she is prettier, and everybody thinks so. I feel I have to change to get guys to like me, because I know they will never really like me for me. I also have dad issues I can’t get into right now. I don’t think I’m pretty, I don’t think I’m skinny, I have a bad laugh, my personality is different and I’m not funny. I hate my personality. I hate the way I talk. I have a semi accent and I wish I didn’t because I pronounce things differently and some people can’t hear it and say, “No you don’t you made that up” and others can hear it in every word, the older I get the more I hear how words are supposed to be pronounce and I pick up and retrain my mouth to say it that one way. So, the accent goes away but I like to talk fast and that is when you mostly hear it. I really just wanted to come onto one of these sites and say what I’m feeling and all I feel is how much I don’t like myself.
Hey girl. I read your feelings about yourself. I don’t have much to say i just want to share a life incident with you. I look fine so i was quite popular in my school and in college as well. I had a friend who wouldn’t talk more and doesn’t look so good. She has dark complexion and weighs 70+. I had a lot of friends, and all mean. Boys befriend me because i looked fine and girls, because guys liked me. But i never got any true friend while i tried to be true to everyone. And my friend, not much guys would talk to her and girls don’t move around her, but those who talked to her were true because they didn’t talk to her for her physical appearance. She has a boyfriend who is loyal to her. And she has some other friends too. I always felt that i should have been so ugly that people only be with me for my nature not my appearance. Reading your feelings i just wanted to tell you that there are many more people who craves for good hearts than good looks. And you are an inside beauty so just carry yourself with pride. You will soon find someone who wants a girl just like you.
Hope it helps you some way. Be happy 🙂