For some reason, I always feel like I never have enough.

I have a family who has put up with me through manic depression, anxiety and suicidal tendencies. I’ve had boys “fall in love” with me for who knows what reasons, but I always yearn for that new excitement. I feel like I get bored with everyone and everything around me. A boy who is in love with me, would do anything for me, and I seek out the attention of something new?

I don’t understand why I feel that way, but I do.