I feel really lost… when it’s come to life. I don’t know what I am writing with such unconscious mind… lots of thoughts going up… loss of feeling… I feel happy. I feel sad… I feel rage. I feel hopeless. I feel lost, lost in my own thoughts, lost in my own world. I don’t want any of you to get bored by reading this. You can stop reading this here… I will be turning 25. I don’t have my bf with me. My parents won’t support me. I am not happily married. I don’t have a job. I just have my thoughts and feelings which are eating me up inside my head…