Prologue
Basically I am a part nerd part geek.
I am currently in 12th class studying for board exams. I don’t believe in true love. I like doctor who and Star Wars. The girl I fell in love with is from my bhabi’s side.
Day-0 part-1 26/12/2016
This will be the first time I met her because “rogue one “had come out and I obviously wanted to see it in a theatre far far away with the best quality sound and beat quality picture. So, my bhabi’s cousins were obviously late and I got angry so I didn’t even pay attention to them much. After some time, everyone was there and first me and my sister had to be of course introduced to everyone, everyone says hi but I just give a big hand wave covering everyone.
We watch the movie and that’s it.
Day-0 part-2 2/1/2017
Me and my family are gearing up for my brothers “Sameer’s” wedding. The next day is ring ceremony. I already know what I am going to wear it’s a blue suit with a bow tie you know because “bow ties are cool “-the 11th doctor.
The first look 3/1/2017
The start of the day was not so amazing had to study for exams. When the time came, I got ready to attend the ring ceremony got my blue suit on, got my bow tie on and got a lot of compliments from people. I hadn’t known yet what was about to happen to me. So, we finally reach the place where the ceremony was to happen. I am continuously being told that I would have to dance when everyone does “hells no”. After some boring 2 hrs people start to arrive and I see her, then I see her a thousand times again. I was already falling love (or crush).
My bhabi’s cousins had prepared a dance performance they were all performing but my eyes were only one.
Now everyone starts dancing she also started and for that I saw her again and again and again don’t even know why I just couldn’t even control myself. About 2 more hours go out and I realise I am still watching her. Then suddenly they all just start to grab people to come dance with them I somehow escape but felt like I should have gone.
Everyone is still dancing and after a while the dancing and the music gets over everyone is tired so they sit down for a while. The food I now starting to be served all the children are at one table so was I and so was she sat right in front of me now I am trying my best to stop looking so I start talking to my brother while talking I notice that she is looking directly at me and no one else is looking at me or her .I am too dumb to understand if she is looking at me or behind me so I look behind me I don’t really see anyone looking at her I draw no conclusion from that I just bow my head and start thinking “how effing stupid am I ?”
Now everything is over I know I am going to see her again at the marriage function. But she also says that she will come to the mehndi function. I go home and she is just stuck inside my head I thought to myself she will probably be out by the morning.
The suffering 4/12/2017
I wake up and the first thing that happens to me is that I see her face. I eat food and start to study because I have physics exam tomorrow.
3 minutes into my studying and she just takes control and after every minute she keeps popping into my head I just can’t concentrate on my studies at first as anyone would do I try to find her on Facebook she was not found probably because she had his herself from the public but I do find her in two photos. Whenever I try to study she just comes and causes a havoc in my brain. Today too when I go to sleep I think that everything will be fine.
Exam day 5/12/2017
I wake up at 4:00 am to study I try my level best to concentrate on the studies I learn everything I could I give the exam of course it did not go so well.
The next exam is maths so I start studying but she doesn’t let me.
The disappointment 6/12/2017
I study the entire day she does pop up but I try very hard after a while I start to think AM I GOING MAD? I try hard but still she pops up. Its mehndi ki raat we go to the function and she was not there I was very very disappointed. While I was sitting start to wonder look what she has done to me also think about telling her how I feel I search Quora for any answers. I don’t know what I’m going to do.
The marriage 7/1/2017
Finally I know I am going to see her again for sure I also had an exam which went OK. The baraat starts moving and I get forced to dance. We reach the destination and there she is waiting with her sisters to welcome my brother the negotiations go one but my eyes were stuck at one thing. We enter and now I have to pose for the video I put my eyes on the camera after we reach our destination I turn behind to look for her but she is gone for now. I am tired because I had been awake from 4:00 am that’s when I start writing this story and there she is she comes back with the bride and so I also have to go the stage with my family to receive them everyone was probably looking at the bride but I was not while coming up the stage she gives me another 10-sec long look and there it is I have an epiphany
that she looks the most beautiful when she is looking at me. She is. After this I just sit down because my shoulder I am hurting whereas they start to dance. After a long she finally stops dancing and everyone is about to eat food as it happened the last time I am again sitting opposite to her and again I try my best to stop but I just can’t stop looking. Everyone is now heading for the marriage and I do too.
The marriage continues 8/1/2017
As I was saying I too go to the place where the marriage is about to happen. And she says to my brother that they are about to leave and I am suddenly very depressed because I know that I am not going to see her for a long time now I am just sitting there attending the marriage about 30mins pass and there she is, so when she said that they were leaving she meant that they were leaving to change their clothes and come back. Now I am forcefully attending the wedding where as she is having fun. time passes by and now the wedding is really over its about 4:00am and now I really am depressed whatever happens now has to happen so I reach home at about 6:00 am and I go to sleep q when I wake up I know that I have an exam tomorrow but I really can’t study I feel so depressed for about 4 hrs but then I promise myself that after I am done with my exams after I have achieved my goal of going to the college I want to I will definitely confess about my love for to her .
The exam day 9/1/2017
I wake up and as always hers is the first face that pops up and I am wondering will this happen my entire life well first I check my mobile and I find that one of my brother has changed his profile pic on WhatsApp as it turns out my love is present in it with some hesitation I save that pic on my mobile and that sums up to a total of 3 pics that I have of her .
Now it about 5:30 am and I am wondering have I gone stupid but no that’s not it I am not stupid but this is actual love .
Pleasant surprise 13/1/17
Just got a pleasant surprise in the morning today is the festival of lohri. and my parents tell me that we are going to a function for it I am not really expecting to see her. But I do they are all there my bhabhi’s family seems to always travel in group and they also always their own music system. I had a very very good look at her today and that too many times. Then finally she looked at me and gave the prettiest smile ever which I as always do not know if it was directed at me or not.
2nd April
The day is here
I just gave my final last exam. I come home talk to my brother who had promised me that he will help me get in touch with her. He implements the plan but unfortunately as he lives in Australia which I is 5 and a half hours ahead of India he has to go to sleep and I recommend that he does.
3rd April
I wake up and check my message the plan did not work so I have to do this the hard way I add her on Instagram and wait for her to add me back. Now her birthday is on the 12th so I will wait till 12th to start a conversation. She does add me back on Instagram.
6th April
Some weird things happened in the last few days so I will take to her today.
Also this is the last day I will write about.
My message to anyone reading this
“Love a good thing sure it hurts but in the end, it works out “
