I’m 21 years old. I’m a virgin. And that’s not the worst. The worst is being the eldest of your group of friends and being the most inexperienced one. I want to experience love in my life. I want a first kiss and a first date and a first time. I’m romantic, I want a love story. It doesn’t have to be anything otherworldly. But the other sex seems to ignore me. Sure, I’m quieter than my friends, and shy-ish, but there’s a point where you can’t shake the feeling that is your fault. That you are not pretty enough or there’s something wrong with your personality. It sucks. Big time.