I will never be so good as you’ve always wanted me to be mom. I feel terrible, nobody knows my story, haven’t told anyone because it’s all my fault. I will take full responsibility. I brought only shame nothing else. a child should bring pride to his family, not disappointment. I just wanted to show you how much you mean to me, but I wasn’t enough, I failed. I hope that one day you will forgive me. I love you.