Do we ever really get over our first love? Is it always constant “What ifs”.
Comparing them to every guy you meet, waiting for them to want you back even after five years? On December 21st, 2012, my dream guy asked me to be his girlfriend not only did I fall head over heels with him, but his family, friends, and yes even his pets.
It’s now 2017 five years later and I still catch myself wishing I was with him. Don’t get me wrong I’m not some love sick depressed girl. I have fallen in love again with an amazing guy but I still can’t seem to stop wondering what my life would be like if I was still with my first love. You would think that after having my heart broken by my first love that I would bounce back after this long but I can’t. He changed me.