Sometimes I feel like I don’t belong in my group of friends even though they are very close to me. There are times where I do feel happy to be with them, but there are times where I feel that it doesn’t matter if I was there or not. And when I feel this way, I would tend to get very closed within myself and shut myself away from the world with just me and my thoughts. Don’t get me wrong, they’re good friends who properly care about me but I just feel this way sometimes. I wish I could just close the door to everyone around me and see who wants to open it and who actually cares. Why do I feel this way? 🙁