I am a person who always smiles and be happy and never show my feelings to others. I used to be a person who used to be nerdy and had no friends, I used to talk to imaginary friends and objects. But now I have changed. I got some friends but I realized they were fake. I hate my lie. I just wish I can change my past. I just wish. I don’t know who I am anymore. I cry every night to sleep, and I always sacrifice myself for others. I lost hope. I just feel to die. there is no one I can trust and I can’t trust myself.