I’m not sure how it happened but it did.
One day when I was about 14 my mom caught me wearing her panties and sucking her dildo. She calmly asked what I was doing. I told her I had seen her masturbating on the couch the night be for and had ejaculated in my pants nearly instantly.
After that my mom pulled a condom out and put it on my penis. As soon as she lowered herself on to me I came. My penis barely penetrated her labia. After that she took the condom off and snuggled naked in bed for a while. Once I got another erection she put another condom on me. I managed to actually get my penis inside her vagina and ejaculated on the second thrust after the fourth or fifth time (over a month or so) I managed to last about 45 seconds the first round and maybe 2 min tops the second time. Was it wrong? Maybe, but it would be a lie to say I didn’t like it.
This is Forbidden In Religion
keep trying , you will make it
Just stop. She is a mum. At least you have your feelings fulfilled.