Realistic reality…. understanding… in dark places… seen things…. wished I hadn’t?…. Can’t we just leave it…

Sorrows and pains live there… broken hearted…. missed treated…. smashed to pieces…. midst of sadness…. tears suppressed…. don’t want reminding… Crazy thoughts back then…. panic settle in in…. heartbeat racing…. what’s happening….. thoughts of destruction….. please stop….

Seeping into darkness… it’s happening again…. no it can’t be… struggling to get free…. is anyone there…. pain returning….. sorrows swelling…. fighting sadness… tears are falling…. broken…. hardened… not returning…