I am a person who has been called ugly as well as handsome, but I know I’m ugly.

I have big eyes, small forehead, long brows, scarred nose, lower jaw prosthesis, broken tooth, am short, have a dark complexion, have a hairy body, am weak.

I am 18 and embarrassed to say that I’ve never had a conversation with a girl. I am a masturbating fucker on top of that, I don’t want to die but don’t want to live this life either I hate myself nobody loves me people laugh at my face. I want at least one person to say please live not because there is space to but the fact that I’m needed.

I want a helping hand.