I love a girl. A woman to be more specific, because no matter what happens between us. I will always love her because she takes away all the pain. Time after time, trying to forget her has my goal but I find it damn near impossible. Finding reasons to dislike her is fucking impossible! The laugh of her is so goddamn contagious and that smug smile she puts on is beautiful. Honestly, for the past ten months, it’s been hell. Not being able to tell her, “I love you”, has been the hardest thing to do in my life. I know though, the best way I could possibly love her is to leave her alone.
Trust me, I have thought long and hard about this.
Going through this pain as well, this really resonated within me thankyou! I just haven’t let myself admit I will always love him too. It’s been a year since I’ve even heard from him and I still can’t fathom the physical pain that aches when I even just think of his name.