Hey my name is Batul I am from India. I am 19th year old girl. I have skin problem call eczema all over my body. People, it’s a birth defect when I am small in kg school kid don’t like me they don’t even play with me.

I was all alone that time one day in my kg kids are playing ringa ringa roses. I want to play with them I want someone touch my hand but nobody want to play with me that time. I am standing there and watching them they enjoying with laughing and playing. I was playing with my own self that time I talk with my own self in summer holidays.

My cousins come to play with me but they tease me with names. Sometimes my mom cry when I ask her why nobody play with me she have no answer.

I become grow up become ugly fat with no friends one day when I am in 10th I have one neighbour. Her girl studying with me we go school together one day her friend ask me that who is she with you is your friend she look at me and told her that no no she is not my friend. That time I feel so bad I cry lot that time after 1 year later I fall in love with guy he don’t ever give me attention. After a month trying I proposed he told me yes. I feel so amazing he talk with me I feel so nice after 4 to 6 month goes our relationship going smoothly one day my classmate talking with her that my boyfriend proposed her that I’m in shock I rush out and ask him that he really do this to me he said yes. I proposed her I like her that time I am in tear I ask him what about me he said look at you, you are fat ugly cow this line make me cry today also I rush to my home close my door and cry loud something killing me inside.

Today I change myself. I change I am not that cow he told me in past I change everything to look good to impress, but my skin problem not heal yet I have my problem with me still but I can fight with anyone now.

I don’t believe in love and peoples I am single I don’t have much friends few of them 2 or 3
this is my story.

I wish god never would give this type of life to anyone who fight with them and other