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I’m always boring

First of all, I don’t know as my everyday routine or my work starts with I don’t know. Every day I wake up I’m like blank like I’m not aware of myself and why I’m giving which now is becoming a huge question in front of my life.

When I was a child I use to enjoy a lot, and play all the time. Now I’m having a lot of regrets that why is it so, why I’m not good in numbers knowing that I’m going to abroad and starting my life with finance world where the numbers are your life. People always say that I’m confused personality, is it right so? Well, I don’t know…

I just know that I’m a human being living on this planet where all deal with some or the other type of problem and I’m here to live that’s it. But again what should I do?

I’m really messed up in my mind and I’m only 20 years old.

I know that a small age if any other will listen but for me, it’s like half of the water from the vessel is over and an only half s left which should be utilized in an appropriate manner.

I have no friends.

My girlfriend also stopped talking to me only because I have nothing great and excited to talk about.

I’m always boring…

I’m not being negative, I’m just writing what I’m facing and what I listen.

So for me relationships are like finished, no matter they will come again in my life or not but it’s like no more for me and I don’t even want it because I feel boredom when I talk with them and when I start adjusting with them then they start feeling uncomfortable with me, my whole life has gone like this…
and now I’m leaving my country and going to abroad, everything happened luckily I guess, because I’m not a skillful person, I chose a lot many things in life which I wanted to do but I stopped doing it, I don’t why may be because of laziness or I start feeling boring.

I don’t know when I will find that particular work by which I can be comfortable even when I’m facing losses.

And if someone what’s to befriend with me, I will say you are always welcome dear 🙂


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