I’m alone with nothing to do. I do not know what to do I just want to cry want to sleep want to think about my past I’m lost in my world in my mind I’m alive but it’s like I’m not living I just want to think and think and think…….
What is going to happen is it going to get better?
I just listen to LOST BOY music I repeat it all day….
It says
I am a lost boy from Neverland
Usually hanging out with Peter Pan
And when we’re bored we play in the Woods
Always on the run from Captain Hook
Run run lost boy, they say to me
Away from all of reality
Neverland is home to lost boys like me
And lost boys like me are free
life is not a given. the past and the future does not matter. life contradicts. we are all born to die and die to live. the present is the only thing we all have. we die at one point we are born at one point we all cry and smile and laugh at one point and that one point can never be felt the way it did right now in the present. the present is the only key only door thier is only memories. memories that you close up in boxes and hide them in the farest corner of your brain
I know how exactly you feel.. because my situation is similar to yours I guess. I’m sorry that you feel this way.