I’m really terrified and hopeless and I need to express my feelings to somebody…
I’m a foreigner worker in a country in the middle east where is hard to do anything. I’m far from home and family.
I trusted somebody who came to work with Me. He is 1 year younger than me and I called him my best friend. He was young and he didn’t seem to harm me in any way.
He lived next door, he was with me and my friends all the time we even hang out in our room (me and my female best friend).
One night he was with us as usual in our room, my friend went out with her boyfriend leaving me alone with him. I told him I wanted to sleep but he didn’t understand that I wanted him out, when I told him go to your house I want to sleep he end up jumping on me and raped me. I couldn’t scream or push him he was so strong and I was so scared that I will ruin my reputation, either way I was wrong for letting him in and nobody could understand that I’m the victim so I didn’t do anything.
He didn’t actually rape me, he didn’t get it all in because I forced to close my legs but in the end, he ejaculated in my vagina. I told my friends and they stood up with me but I didn’t I’ve the problem very much of attention because I think I could get pregnant by that, and now I am and I don’t know what to do. I want to have an abortion but I don’t know how or where. I’m so scared and I need some advises
If you read my letter please give me an advice I really need it 🙂
Hi, First thing first im so sorry.
You are the victim always remember that. No matter what anyone says YOU ARE THE VICTIM!
I also got raped and pregnant, but to be honest personally the rape was not as bad as the abortion, it was scary painful and i felt guilty. After that I had an emotional breakdown. Be prepared, also talk to someone (psyquiatrist). Wish you the best of luck.
I’m sorry that you had to go through that. One way you may be able to get an abortion is to search up abortion clinics, see which are near and reliable and perhaps schedule an appointment. There are two types of abortion: the pills and vacuum aspiration. The first pill helps block the progesterone from continuing your pregnancy. The second pill helps empty the uterus. They can be taken up to 10 weeks after your last period. Vacuum aspiration can be used around 5 to 12 weeks after your last period. I wish you the best of luck, and I hope it goes well.
Always remember that you were the victim.He might have corrupted but he can never corrupt your soul.Don’t let this incident corrupt your soul.Always remember you are braver than you know and stronger than you seem.As for pregnancy,if you can,don’t abort the child.Don’t feel guilty for whatever happened ,it was not your fault it was the shallow thinking of the rapist.
I HOPE IT HELPS!!:D
You are a survivor ?? You are so brave to speak out about this, I hope you see this response and know that your life will get so much better. The person who did this to you is sick, I know how scared you were and scared that someone will find out and blame you. It is not your fault at all. You should be able to have friends. Men are pigs. Prayers, blessings and thoughts with you for healing xoxoxo