I’m really terrified and hopeless and I need to express my feelings to somebody…
I’m a foreigner worker in a country in the middle east where is hard to do anything. I’m far from home and family.
I trusted somebody who came to work with Me. He is 1 year younger than me and I called him my best friend. He was young and he didn’t seem to harm me in any way.
He lived next door, he was with me and my friends all the time we even hang out in our room (me and my female best friend).
One night he was with us as usual in our room, my friend went out with her boyfriend leaving me alone with him. I told him I wanted to sleep but he didn’t understand that I wanted him out, when I told him go to your house I want to sleep he end up jumping on me and raped me. I couldn’t scream or push him he was so strong and I was so scared that I will ruin my reputation, either way I was wrong for letting him in and nobody could understand that I’m the victim so I didn’t do anything.
He didn’t actually rape me, he didn’t get it all in because I forced to close my legs but in the end, he ejaculated in my vagina. I told my friends and they stood up with me but I didn’t I’ve the problem very much of attention because I think I could get pregnant by that, and now I am and I don’t know what to do. I want to have an abortion but I don’t know how or where. I’m so scared and I need some advises
If you read my letter please give me an advice I really need it 🙂