I love my boyfriend still even though he might have cheated on me. He is also suicidal and I’m sort of scared that he took his life.

We recently had a hurricane and he said he would go outside during the worst part of it. He won’t reply any of texts and his friends say they haven’t heard from either. I don’t know that to do.

I’ve been having dreams about us and I can sense him with me. His warmth, scent, voice, everything. I miss him, I can’t go to his house, I can’t see if he’s alright. I love him. I don’t know what to do.