Every single day I feel different and I can’t tell how or what I feel and this like all my thoughts are consumed by him.

Waking up at the morning or sleeping he is always there. The things is I’m afraid that he didn’t feel the same. I know that I’m not good enough for him, but I help can’t myself.

I tell myself to stop this madness but I’m helpless before heart. I just can’t concentrate, I feel like crying sometimes because I don’t know what I have become.

I wasn’t like this before I just don’t know what is happening with me, I want to be strong, to come out unscratched….