Hello. I don’t know what this is but – I am saying this: I have a stupid sad family on my dad’s side.
Okay their doing a lot and I am glad. I would do anything to help them, and when I get older I will promise.
My family doesn’t have a lot of money, but we are fine. I went on vacation to the same place every year. It felt like I had memories – well I go there every year but like I felt sad, like I was sad it was not how it use to be.
But I was too young to know how it use to be. But I missed something I never had. it happens a lot. I can’t explain it. Maybe I don’t belong here. But I was meant for something right?
I was supposed to be in the 2000’s although I much rather be back in the 70’s or 80’s.
So, I will keep thinking of reasons why I am alive. So, I will help them. and I would do for any of my family, close friends, or even some random person. Thank you.