What if you don’t like sunlight and mornings because it reminds you of previous day you wasted and haunts you that you won’t be able to make this day productive either?!!
What if you have no control over yourself?
What if? Does it not scare you?
When writing your story, please use correct spelling and grammar. Please use a capital I rather than a lower i, and use apostrophes correctly. Such as I'm, don't, can't.