Today, I saw him, he was sitting in front of me. He looked busy and I wanted to look at him. But I was too scared, I wanted to like someone again, I wanted to have a crush again. I haven’t found yet till today.

Today, when I saw him, but then I’ve realised of the sins I had done to you, my fault. Which made me realise that I don’t deserve to be happy again.

That I don’t deserve to give my love to someone. Not ever again.