Hi, I have something to tell which I can’t share with known ones. I had an abusive childhood, I was beaten a lot by my elder brother for little mistakes like why I raised my voice on my mom and why I didn’t turn off the light, even on this silly issue.

My mom always supports my brother in whatever he does. And my father doesn’t even care about what is going on in home. He barely talked with us.

All I saw was my parents fighting and my mom crying. I hate my family so much. I don’t want to live with them.

All I want is to live alone and live my life peacefully. Am I cursed? I have never succeeded to get love. I fell in love twice, both times I was dumped. I don’t know what is wrong with me.